lots of things going on in my head. the most in a long in a long long time. the worst is that i can't tell if it's good or not. my mind is all fucked up right now. don't really know why... got that problem right now, wondering who i really am. i'm trapped in an ocean of thoughts. i'm not drowning, but i'm completely lost. i'm always lost in my thoughts, but today, i'm deeper in them than ever before.

i just would like to get away, far from where i am right now. but i can't. but, by staying right here, it keeps me having that feeling of being misunderstood. i feel like an intruder in this society. i'm lost. again. trying to find my real 'me'.

but then again, i guess it's just a question of time. i'm just starting to think it's pretty long.

other than that, i'm still caught in a total lack of inspiration. (really, nothing good these days haha) i've got a project in my photography class and i can't find a subject. it has to be specific, but trying to find something original these days in so hard. everything has been done. and the truth is, i haven't got the most artistic mind of all time...haha. so, i sill have 2 weeks. 2 weeks to find something good (or at least decent) got any ideas? duh. duh. duh.

i've got a break this week. fall break, it's like spring break actually. going to be good for my mind. or not. hoping for the good.

have a good week.
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