capturing-the-moment

school's over. i (don't) know where i'm going, but i just don't care, as long as i live the way i want it. i'm LOVING life right now and that's the MOST important. see you soon.

lots of things going on in my head. the most in a long in a long long time. the worst is that i can't tell if it's good or not. my mind is all fucked up right now. don't really know why... got that problem right now, wondering who i really am. i'm trapped in an ocean of thoughts. i'm not drowning, but i'm completely lost. i'm always lost in my thoughts, but today, i'm deeper in them than ever before. i just would like to get away, far from where i am right now. but i can't. but, by staying right here, it keeps me having that feeling of being misunderstood. i feel like an intruder in this society. i'm lost. again. trying to find my real 'me'.

so so so...hello all. thought i would update a bit. had a nice productive week...productive is the word...you can't imagine how much it was (even if i told you) updated less this week. didn't have a lot of time for myself. homework, work...you know? that kind of things. got a lot of pictures to work on, but just can't decice which to work on first. pretty dumb isn't it? fall is coming. good thing. all the vibrant colors and joys of fall. nature photoraphy will be awesome at this time of the year. gonna buy myself a tripod and will be walking during hours in the wood, trying to find that very best spot. that means i might update a bit less