lots of things going on in my head. the most in a long in a long long time. the worst is that i can't tell if it's good or not. my mind is all fucked up right now. don't really know why... got that problem right now, wondering who i really am. i'm trapped in an ocean of thoughts. i'm not drowning, but i'm completely lost. i'm always lost in my thoughts, but today, i'm deeper in them than ever before.
i just would like to get away, far from where i am right now. but i can't. but, by staying right here, it keeps me having that feeling of being misunderstood. i feel like an intruder in this society. i'm lost. again. trying to find my real 'me'.